Diaries ~ A Loves Monologue II

 

 

    

 

 

 

 

Dear Diaries,

I know we’ve been together for a long time

for a long years had past

our memories and our life history

will U realized it..

how can I forget U while U were half of my life?

 

Dear Diaries,

I know U’re far away from me

I do realized that I can’t always stay beside U

But we’d promised to understand

even though we’re apart

our heart still close together

always one in our dreams and pray

always hope to be together till the end

 

Dear Diaries,

But it was before..

before U know that times can change our life

U always hope that I’ll never leave U

Yes! I do promise U that I’ll never leave U

always stay wherever U needed

always keeping U in my heart

anything will do for Ur happiness…

 

Dear Diaries,

All of this because I always loves U

to seeing U smile

but today…

do I still loves U, my friend?

after for what U’ve done to me

or do I still become someone precious in Ur heart?

when U’re in a wonderful way…

 

Dear Diaries,

Maybe I’ve change

when I can’t stay as I used to do

maybe I also have changed

when I can stand alone without U

I know..

U used to become my courage, my support..

but its all just memories now

 

Dear Diaries,

Forgive me if I was changed

I still love and remember about U

I always hope that I used to know U as before

but..

I’m aggrieve because of U

I could not afford to hurt myself again

I’m sorry..

if I had to hurt Ur heart

 

Dear Diaries,

Maybe that’s enough for me to hurt myself

to feeling frustrated all the time

I never ask how’s Ur feeling to me

but still keep in Ur heart and mind

I’ll always love U like I promise U before

and I’ll never forget U as U’re part of my life

 

Forgive me for hurting Ur heart…